What would you do if you found out your best friend was a sex offender?? some one you loved, and trusted like a brother??? someone who was not only the photographer at your own wedding, but who crashed at you house way back when when you threw keggers al;most every weekend, this person knew all your seacreats, then..one day you get bored and google it up only to find out this person was a regesterd sex offender. so months go by, you have not talked to this person...you have mixeed feeling..you find yourself analyzing everything.looking to see if there were any clues....any signs...but are forced with the fact, that offenders look normal..... so then how would you feel if this person suddenly died??? sad, mad, confiused like i am??? i want to mourn my lost friendship, but i can not force the thought out of my mind that , that friend was a sex offender...it's like a big red scarlet letter attached to his forhead...it ruiend any kind thought i used to have for him.....it ruiend my mourning for my lost buddy.... it's like, i wanted to believe maby it would just be because he had sex with a minor. someone under 18 when he was 18...but it was worse... soit's like, i fel like i do not have the right to mourn for this person, because of the sick crime he did...but in the end....you wonder. what did he do exactly???? i dont really know what the point of this blog is, i am just in shock mode..i just got the phone call..so i am feelign a bunch of diffrent things at once..it was like a slap in the face.