Sometimes I just feel plain out bad. I worry that something is going to happen. I just get depressed sometimes. I worry myself to death sometimes. I am a worry wart and I know that I should put it in God's hands. But I still think that soemthing bad is going to happen. Even though I can't remember a time when I had the feeling and somethng bad actually happened. It scares me when I get these feelings. I worry too much, probably because of my bad past. People that don't know me don't know that I had a bad past. Yes, I have. I have had an immensly bad past. The word bad just keeps popping up in this note. Probably because I feel so bad when I get these feelings. I feel like one of my freinds or even I might die. I am worried that the dorm I live in my burst into flames in any given moment. I worry that one of my friends could get shot or raped. I worry that my grandmother or one of my siblngs could die. I worry that the Rapture could happen and my family not be ready to go to Jesus. I have trust issues. I have to learn to trust God! I have got to let my paranoia go! I have got to get rid of it! Just let it go!