It hurts so bad when you realize that all your friends you thought you had are not your friends at all and the sad thing is they didnt do anything bad for you to realize this. i went to church this past sunday and the pastor was talking about friends. He had started decribing to us what a friend was. Not a best friend or not even a realy good friend just a friend. he said a friend is someone who will be driving past your house and stop just to say hi. A friend is someone who will call you to see if your ok. Smoeone who will invite you places because they like being around you. A friend will do what evere they can to lift you up when your down because they dont like to see there friend hurt. As he went on and on about what a friend is I began to feel sad I even cried a little because i realized I had no friends. I know a lot of people but they are not my friends. none of my so called friends call me at all during the week unless they want something from me. they go on so many thrips but i am never invited but I can look at the pictures and tell they had fun. they can be driving right past my house and dont even stop to say hi maybe i'll get a wave out of them. its so sad the way people do you. then i got to thinking about how I have been a friend to others. have i done this to people who i call friend realizing i had all i could do was cry. but that night i went to another church and on the way the women i was riding with told me im one of her best friends. I asked her why and she said because i can hold a conversation without the subject being men. Because i always greet her with a smile and a hug. Because when she needs to talk im her ear. Because I am respectful modest and polite. As she was speaking I realized she was that same friend to me, and the only one except for god he is my friend above all friends but it made me so happy to know that i have a friend, a real friend that will be honest with me whos there to give coretion if needed a friend who sees my falts and loves me anyway.
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