I really don't know what's going on...my best friend is freaking out because i can't hang out with her for a while. i'm super busy with school and work and choir and i already have plans with my boyfriend on thursday and plans with my family all weekend. im free in a week, but she completely flipped at me. telling me im only her friend when its convenient, like when i dont have a boyfriend, and that all i do is hang out with my boyfriend. but its not true. i have seen him all weekend because of homecoming and a family get together i was invited to. but i dont see him often because he lives half an hour away. she thinks that all i do is spend time with him. but even if i did, why is it so bad. he;s my boyfriend. i like him, i like being with him. he's wonderful. i mean, the best thing that's happened to me. even though im young and probably know nothing about love, i am falling in love with him, and cant wait to see where we go together. he's so nice to me and makes me feel good about myself. i like his outlook on life and his lack of interest in sex and the ultimate commitment. i just enjoy his presence and it brightens my day when i see him. she however, thinks that im spending all my time with him and forgetting about her. its annoying. shes always trying to control my life. and im tired of feeling like i have to please my best friend all the time. shes supposed to understand and be happy for me, not get jealous that im spending time with my boyfriend and not al my spare time with her. i dont know...i just dont know if i am being irrational and if im the one being a jerk, or if shes the one who needs to calm down and give me my space, because its not like we're in a relationship, but we are best friends...i dont know. i need help.
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