I am sitting at work…and feeling a little depressed…I have just found out that I was accepted into grad school more than 2000 miles away from home. I have also been offered two really great jobs. And I am so confused on what I am supposed to do with my life. If I take any of the jobs it would be great for my career. But going to grad school has always been a dream of mine and could possibly give me more opportunities for the future. But how does one choose? I have a family that I will leave behind, a boyfriend of three years and a twin sister. So for the past few days… I have felt this huge amount of pressure to make a decision and move on…but I am stuck. And then I am thinking I have all these great opportunities there should be no reason why I am feeling so bad when there are thousands of people waiting to hear back from schools and looking for work. Three weeks ago I was so disappointed that I could not get a job and worried that I wouldn’t get into school. Now it is all here and starting to pile up on my shoulders. But one song that just came on my computer… has kind of lightened me up a little. Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie, I am not sure how this helped me out of my crappy mood but some how I feel better. So I am including the lyrics to the song so everyone can view and if you know the song sing it out loud, hey it might make you feel better.
Under Pressure by Queen & David Bowie
Um boom ba bay
Um boom ba bay
Um Um boom ba bay bay
Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Um ba ba bay
Um ba ba bay
Dee day duh
Ee day duh
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets
Day day day
da da dup bup bup
Okay
Chippin' around
kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Ee do bay bup
Ee do bay ba bup
Ee do bup
Bay bup
People on streets
Dee da dee da day
People on streets
Dee da dee da dee da dee da
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out!
Pray tomorrow takes me high high higher
Turned away from it all
Like the blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn
Why why why?
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love give love?
Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under Pressure
Under Pressure
Pressure












