suicidal tendencies

SO I had to hand in something during my summer class that I observed about certain personality types and the characteristics of people's personalities.

In psychology, they teach you that some of our characteristics are traits (they can not change for the most part) and some are states (these can be altered).  Read More »

So I know I have written a lot of blogs similar to this...but it's me, and read it at your own will and what you may call it.

On...John Legend.

Don't know much about the person but it's his music that made me fall for him.I am just too lazy to search for his bio but I get and understand the person through their music.  Read More »

I didn't intend to be so negative, to become a pessimist. Can I forgive myself? Live with all this negativity? I really don't wish you to be a judge of me based on how much I will pick on things that annoy the hell out of me, things I wish I had the control of changing, fixing, resolving and creating anew.  Read More »

   My vivid imagination, and self-destructive ways have always left me morbidly obsessed with the macabre. I may be one of the only girls that has extensively planned my funeral and given no thought to a wedding...Previously, as an engaged 17 year-old, I had no interest in choosing gown, invitations, or guests.

   I once read a book on suicide, something I had thought extensively about...my dramatic exit from earth...and it said that children who, when they were born, had stopped breathing for any amount of time were more likely to commit suicide and were less afraid of death. I was one of those babies that struggled thru great difficulties at birth. Many times I stopped breathing...and reading that book made me say, "Ahhh, the answer to why I am so weird."  Read More »