sadness

Why does love have to hurt? How can my heart keep breaking every time he finds someone new? And why can't I let him go? Why is it everywhere I go something reminds me of him? How can I ache so much just to hear his voice? Why do I love him so much that I let him do what makes him happy? How can I miss him when he isn't even gone?

I recently heard that a girl I knew has been murdered. I didn’t know her well, but she lived just down the street from me. She seemed very sweet, and she was a beautiful girl; just 21 years old.

You are saddened by the weight of life,
That bears down on your back.
Smiling through crippled, bitter eyes,
Held together by lipstick and rouge-
A true CoverGirl.
Perfume that masks
That hazy odor of Marlboro
On your breath
Clothes
Skin
Trapped between
The child you have been
And the woman that is your future
Rusted and worn
From the years
And the change
The hurting

Where do you go when you've become the person that you never wanted to become, and you feel like it's too late to change?

Hello, I am still alive, to some people's dismay I am sure...LOL.
I have been moving and my grandpa just died so things are getting harder. Christmas this year is going to be the worst due to financial difficulties and I am at a loss...

I know how hard you have tried to care for my sister and me. and im not saying you have done a bad job.    Its just that sometimes you take it to the extreme.  I dont understand why you always say you hate kids wehn you have two of your own or why you dont like anything.