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I was collapsed in that hard hospital chair, my head in my hands. Tears dripped to the floor as I cried until there was nothing left. Hours waiting, hours that dragged on until the clock seemed broken, ending in seconds that managed to seem even longer.  Read More »

I am terrified of relationships.
That's honesty for you.
The irony is that people who know me.... have no idea.  Read More »

Experiencing Life Together ~  Read More »

I wrapped myself around him late last night, and just held onto him. I remember burying my face into his neck and just breathing him in... I sighed and wiggled against him, finding my place against his chest.
I felt him shudder and then a tear landed on my cheek and rolled down onto my throat.

I just laid still, wondering if I was the one crying.

I realized that He was.  Read More »

Please read all of this, it will really help me out and I appreciate it as well.  Read More »

Losing love is one thing. Letting love go is another. They both have their similarities, but my instincts tell me that, while the former may be more intensely difficult, the latter involves more specific difficulties. To make the choice to let someone you love go is an agonizing process much different from just accepting loss.  Read More »

I can feel all the walls closing in around me. It takes me forever to get to sleep at night and once I finally do get to sleep, in the wee hours of the morning, I never want to wake up. I sleep though the entire morning and well into the afternoon, awaken constantly by the ringing phone. Damn creditors.  Read More »

Hello,
I'm a 28 year old women living with fibromyalgia. My mother has it too, ever since I was two years old. I grew up knowing the characters of Sesame Street and the symptoms of Fibromyalgia (back then they called it fibrocytis).  Read More »