my life

June 8 1997 12:15 pm

I think I know where all the shit I have gone through is leading. That place is greatness. There are things that have happened that are improving my life.

May 26 1997 1:03

I am really glad Bill is back because he is really the only true friend I have. I know I can rely on him to support me when I need it the most.

It is ironic how our lives are alike and yet different.

All day I have been hearing depressing songs that made me think of Val. I realize getting over her is going to be a lot harder then I thought. I guess I loved her that much. I think that is what hurts the most. Val was not like others I dated, she was the one for me. Was I wrong?

April 19, 1997 11:00 p.m.

Why can't I seem to write in here at other times beside when I am at Piasa? There is way too much work to do tonight so I will keep things short. Bill is out of the army, well actually he is in reserves, so things are starting to pick up. I made a promise not to tell anyone the details he told me so I will keep them to myself.

April 13, 1997 1:52 am

April 8, 1997 9:02 pm

March 30, 1997 11:03 pm

Where to begin? Kelly went back to her moron. So I have no respect for her and she deserves what she gets. “It’s for the kids.” Everyone seems to say that. “Bull Shit” is what I have to say.

March 8, 1997 11:00 pm