I'm never really good at death. Don't get me wrong; I know it happens. I don't fear it. I simply never know what to say when someone close to another has passed away. Having gone through it more times than I can count, one would think I would know what to say by now. But.. I never do. All of the words I can think of just seem woefully inadequate. Read More »
moving on
A Hard Lesson to Learn
Isn't it weird how no matter how many people tell you not to do a certain something, you still do it? Knowing full well you could regret it and could be a making a huge mistake? Read More »

Losing My Mom - Looking Back About a Month Later
Ok so it has been awhile since I have written anything. I am not quiet sure what this piece is going to turn into but I need to write and I need to just get this out of my system. Read More »

The Sheer Beauty Of The Eyelock.
It was a windy, dreary Monday afternoon when I finally gave in to the pitiless yearning in the depths of my stomach.
He was standing a few inches away from my locker with a couple of his friends, tilting his head back with a genuine laugh that, upon hearing, would brighten anyones day. Read More »

Bleed (It's good for you)
I'm sure everyone has had one of those bad relationships that you just can't seem to leave. Unfortunately, my first and thus far only relationship was of this nature. I spent many nights crying over a boy who seemed to enjoy hurting me. This was my way of coping, my outlet. It's a hypothetical situation; in reality he broke Read More »
Suicide and when should is it okay to move on
In July my favorite cousin commited suicide, her husband of 22yrs was leaving her, her baby had gotten married and I suspose life was just to hard on her. Well she was a married in cousin, so I think I am susposed to be more loyal to her husband than her but now I am not sure that is true. Read More »

Why Love Has to Hurt First
I wrote this a little while back, it was intended as a 1 year anniversory gift. I thought since progressive bloggers focus so hard on serious, and sometimes, covtroversial topics, it was time for a little love. Read More »




