loneliness

Once upon a time I believed it was necessary to have friendships and long lasting relationships in order to survive in this world, and to an extent it is true i.e. children need people in their young lives in order to learn basic survival skills, like how to protect yourself and what to eat or not to eat.  Read More »

Cross-dressing. Not my thing, but if it's yours, whatev. Go for it.
But here's the deal. This mall in Syracuse, The Carousel Mall, is huge. Gigantic. And they're adding onto it right now (google Destiny USA). It's going to be the biggest mall in the world or something like that, if they ever finish it.  Read More »

You sit there and think that life is unfair
And as you sit, at the ground you stare.
Feeling so stuck out all alone in the cold.
Wanting and wishing someone was there for you to hold
Feeling so lonely, so lost, nothing feels like home
You sit and feel as low as a melted ice cream cone.
What is your purpose in life, feeling the pain grow?
Or try to soldier on and not to let that pain show?  Read More »

At times in life, when I stop distressed,
To find my wounds, lying undressed,
And all I can feel is lonelyness and pain,
Like being left outside in the dark and cold rain.

At times in life, when I do tire,
Theres nobody there who's company I admire.
I walk alone, looking for happiness,
But all I find is a large emptiness.  Read More »

You can look at someone and usually tell what clique they're in by their clothes. Isn't that silly?

 Silly how you can judge someone's friends by their clothes, but not their personality. You would think it should work that way, shouldn't it? But it doesn't.    Read More »