living

Seeing Life From God’s View ~

What Are You Driven By ~

You Are Not an Accident -

There are things we come by and then there are things that come by us. 12 "Red Devils" happened to slide under my bedroom door while I was home earlier. And I am in a bit of a mental psychosis, some might call it a dilemma.

Do I swallow them?
Or do I ignore them and let them rest in my backpack?

So I'm quite warm today...quite.

Oh I'm feelin' a ravenous rant coursing itself through my veins. Although at this point I'm sure it's gonna turn into more of a gutteral moan. Passe, extremely passe...

Am I?
Or are you?

Disconnected & detached, oh the depravation! The debauchery!
At this point I'm sure happiness isn't in numbers, it's in comforts.

What is that nagging feeling I get when taxi drivers are rude to me, when someone tries to cheat me at the market or when my students don't pay attention to my lesson? Is it anger? No, I don't really get upset. Is it frustration? Maybe, it sure gets me all knotted up sometimes. I want to just "turn the other cheek," but this feeling holds me back.

You know how adults are always asking kids what they want to be when they grow up?

It is getting harder and harder to wake up in the mornings. And im not just talking about daylight savings time, not that that helps my situation at all. As I approach the nearing of the end of my last year at Newell High School, more and more oppurtunities are presenting themselves.