insecurity

I spent a lot of time being single, hoping that I would start to appreciate relationships more, being that I'd always break up with the girl after a few months. It would be going fine, but then sooner or later some excuse would arise and I'd end the relationship.  Read More »

It is hard, sometimes, being 17. You know, insecurity, peer-pressure, all that we hear about from the time we're, oh, about 7. But I don't want to be afraid anymore. I am what I am, and there is nothing shameful or embarrassing about that. Sure, I make mistakes and say stupid things sometimes, but really, who cares?  Read More »

"Je rêve de toi."

"I dream about you."

Each dream seems real, and sometimes I wish it could be.

After all, in my dreams, you actually see me.

In my waking hours, I am invisible; just another listless body wandering the streets, going about my business.  Read More »

On March 30, 2008 eight teenagers severely beat a 16 year old honor student named Victoria Lindsey. These 8 teenagers, 6 of them girls and 2 of them boys, are being charged with kidnapping, battery, assult, unlawful imprisonment, ect... they are being tried as adults and could potentially serve 20 years to life in prison.  Read More »

There's a time when "potential" turns from a positive to a negative.  For me, that line is when we grow too content with the fact that we exhibit potential in some area -- academics, athletics, what have you.  Something I struggle with is self image.  And my perennial thought has always been:  When/if I look better, I'll be more comfortable and confident with making new friends.  B  Read More »

When I read back over past entries, I can’t help but to think that I sound like just another typical teenage girl -- overly infatuated with some random guy whose company I grew overly accustomed to.  But somewhere in my reminiscences of o  Read More »