Well, I'm pretty sure that all of my blogs are going to be inspired by others' blogs now but oh well. This one was from a discussion of To Catch a Predator. Now I know, the guys they catch on this show are a threat to society, and it is almost certain that they will prey on young children. But I still can't help but wonder, is it right that we convict them.
There are many things in life that I can admit and admit proudly because they are good things. I don't mean to post again but I can't take it anymore. I can't take the pain that digs at my heart and rips at my insides day after day. I can't take the fact that I should die, that I am not worthy of living anymore.
Have you ever found yourself saying those words, "I'm sorry Jesus"? It seems to be a phrase too widely used in my vocabulary. "I'm sorry," as well as "I'll never do it again." And do you know what? I generally always end up Doing It again! Why is that?
I have always been one against euthanasia in almost all forms. Especially with animals. When my dog Button began losing use of her hind legs, I was told she may have to be put down. I immediately put up my defense and yelled and got so angry I cried. Putting animals to sleep is against a lot of things I stand for, and I just wouldn't do it. Now, I'm having mixed feelings...
My friend who passed away on August 6th of this year, that is.
I have been thinking about her alot of course. She was in the church band with me. She worked with me. She was a fellow fan of The Who. And I didn't know she was as depressed as she was. She never seemed to be. But I should've seen the signs.
