fear.rape.hurt.saddness.

I am going through a lot of doubt today so i have written a poem about what i am feeling:

I am a mute,

yet talking still.

I cant tell my story,

Only parts to make a fairy tale.

current mood: tired.

So after something extremely painful happens to you. you can't forget it right? well see, back in 9th grade i had one boy, and three of his friends hurt me in a way i'll never be able to forget. the day it all happened i can remember like yesterday. i wish i couldn't. but it was such a painful day i'll never forget it.