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Once a Badass, Always a Badass: Day 29

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Contrary to popular belief and to the title of this note, I haven't ALWAYS been a badass. Sure, I've had my moments of rebellion (the whole Hot Topic tee shirt incident comes to mind), but I've always been a slave to authority. A bitch to the establishment.

However, today--as I approach the end of my "100% structure" program here at the HG, I broke not just one rule.....BUT TWO.  Read More »

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Thou Shall Not Lust After Thy Pastor: Day 28

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Today. Sunday. The day of the Lord. The Sabbath.

I can't believe I actually went to church today. On the way there, I was even thinking "What the hell am I doing?" I've never been a Godly type of gal, I guess. I mean, I believe in God, I pray every night before I go to bed, but I'm just not into the whole Let's-All-Go-Worship! thing.  Read More »

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Where the Hell Am I? : Day 27

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Lately, I've been getting the feeling that I've just woken up and I have no idea where I am. I have no memory of how I got here and what's happened to me in the past 5 months.  Read More »

Forget the SImpsons...Baywatch should be what educates our Nation's youth

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Venezuela has forced U.S. cartoon "The Simpsons" off its airwaves, calling the show a potentially bad influence on children, and filled its morning slot with reruns of the beach-and-bikini show "Baywatch."  Read More »

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Letter to Self: Day 26

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Dear Angie,
I miss you. Thinking about old times has really shown me what an amazing person you were. You were cheerful, compassionate, and extremely determined. You knew how to have fun. You could be optimistic.  Read More »

Bolemia

Today, I went into the restroom with my friend, Ashley, during lunch, and a while after I'd stepped into the stall to take care of my business, I heard another girl, who at the time I'd assumed was Ashley, go into the stall to the right of mine, and make fairly odd noises. I didn't know what to think, but I was fairly suprised when I saw Ashely standing outside of the stalls by the sinks.  Read More »

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Why I Only Played the Clarinet for 3 Weeks in 5th Grade: Day 25

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I have never been so irritated in my life as I was today during expressive arts therapy.

The chosen activity for the day? Sitting in a circle with homemade musical instruments and taking turns playing them. Everything was going okay (weird, but okay), until Laura busted out the cowbell. It was all down hill from there.  Read More »

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Mama Mia! : Day 24

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Last night, my worst fears about my mother were confirmed.  Read More »

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