Tonight I did something I have not done since coming to HG, and I have NO idea why:
HOT TUB, BABY!! Read More »
eating disorders
Let Me Give You a Tour: Day 48
By acamp89 - Posted on April 28th, 2008
Tagged: a day in my life
• eating disorders
• overcoming depression
• recovery
• rehab
• Personal freedom
Aimee just wrote a letter to her parents. In her letter, she dedicated a paragraph to explain what it's like to live a day in her life pre-HG. I wish I could claim this brilliant idea as my own, but hey, I'll give credit where credit is due. After reading it to me, she said "This makes me know that I NEVER want to go back to this." I figured it might be therapeutic, so here goes: Read More »
Corn Flakes are Supposed to Do What?! : Day 47
By acamp89 - Posted on April 27th, 2008
Tagged: eating disorders
• human sexuality
• masturbation
• Patience
• recovery
• rehab
• Personal freedom
Did you know....
that Kellog's corn flakes were invented to stop people from masturbating??
Apparently, back in the old days, people believed that the ham & eggs people were eating for breakfast gave them the urge to masturbate. And since everyone believed that masturbation made you crazy, they felt they needed to figure out a way to prevent it. Read More »
Maybe I'll Make the Honor Roll! : Day 45
By acamp89 - Posted on April 25th, 2008
My deep, philosophical thought of the day?
FUCK ONLINE SCHOOLING.
Seriously. This shit is STRESSFUL. Okay, I don't even know what Microsoft Excel IS, let alone how to use it to make some spreadsheet type deal about Gap's 2006 sales for my financial accounting class. I'm not even sure what this "question" is asking. Read More »
I'd Rather Have 7 Years Bad Luck Than This: Day 43
By acamp89 - Posted on April 23rd, 2008
Tagged: Body Image
• eating disorders
• nazi
• online schooling
• pajamas
• recovery
• rehab
• Personal freedom
Today group therapy was the hardest it's ever been. Our torture of the day? Looking in a full length mirror in front of everyone and describing what we see.
Oh, God.
When Maira told us what we were going to have to do, I started feeling really anxious and like I was going to throw up. I thought breaking the mirror would be a nice alternative to the scheduled lesson plan. Read More »
Give My Food for Tomorrow to Some Starving Kids in Africa: Day 41
By acamp89 - Posted on April 22nd, 2008
Okay, this is just getting ridiculous. Read More »
I'd Like a Stomach Pump for My Birthday, Please: Day 40
By acamp89 - Posted on April 21st, 2008
Tagged: Body Image
• eating disorders
• feeling full
• recovery
• rehab
• self acceptance
• therapy
• Personal freedom
I am so goddamn full right now it's unbelievable. This 3 snack a day thing has got to go. GOT TO GO. After dinner tonight, I felt sick I was so full. And knowing I had to eat AGAIN was torture. Read More »
Are YOU Going to Pay for My Gastric Bypass?? : Day 39
By acamp89 - Posted on April 20th, 2008
Tagged: Body Image
• eating disorders
• expressive arts therapy
• recovery
• rehab
• sharing feelings
• Personal freedom
"You're missing the way things used to be. Try recreating one of the moments you had early-on with someone."
This was my horoscope for today. Granted, I read it over Facebook and it applies to all the 3 billion Aquarians in the world, but it still resonated with me. Read More »
