dealing with the future

Ok so, back to the most popular topic this month: Obama!. So yea i voted for him and just like everybody that voted for him i feel he was the right choice. But, the other day i overheard some people saying that "Obama is the best President we had", and then i though, "damn this dude aint even do anything yet and we handing him to greatest crown".  Read More »

His monotonous voice can be heard selling you Clear Eyes and Alaskan seafood. He appears in movies as boring, yet insightful characters which rarely contribute to box office revenue. He even had his own game show in the late 90’s. This was a man of single toned inspiration to many television viewers. Late at night, a few weeks ago, something awful occurred.  Read More »

The media in mainstream America has had a profound effect on eating disorders in young women. Our mainstream media glorifies overly thin female celebrities, creating false idols for the average woman to admire.  Read More »

I want to get into my car and drive.

I have no idea where to.  Honestly, I don't care.  As long as it's not to work or school or home, I think I'll be content.  Buildings now sicken me.  Closed spaces, artificial light, commercial air--I find myself being instead of living.  Read More »

Is it considered failure if one never marries or has kids? Why is it that if a couple decide not to have children, people start to wonder about them?  Read More »

Current mood:  cynical. 

 This is a result of my anger and hurt at my cousins or specifically, I was more upset at my one cousin who I am really close with. She and I were born a day apart, her birthdate is July 4th, and mine is July 5th. So I wrote this after my initial anger that became regret and then, it went from there.  Read More »

In those intensely deep, fearfully quite and morbid dark nights...

as the mind races to catch up with the million heart beats,

I feel and breathe, deeply...to let the captive soul free,

What has my world come to mean to me and for all to see?

You ask me...Who are you? What do you do?  Read More »

Well, as I approach the end, I can't say I don't feel a load of trepidation. Imagine, me, with a real people job! Why does that seem to frighten so many nearly college grads?

I suppose it makes sense. Moving from the security of the dorms or your parents can definetly be scary. Being scruitinzed and poked by various "leaders" to see if you're fit for a job. Being forced to get a job. Creepy.

Due to the overwhelming nature of the previous statement (at least to me), I think i'll attempt to tackle this blog in bits and pieces, rather than going on a rant of humongous proportions.

Lets see... where to begin. Ah yes.

^{*booming voice*} AND SO IT BEGINS ^{*end booming voice*}

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