I just graduated in May. I graduated from a small school where everyone knows everyone else. There were 119 graduating students in my class, myself included. I have stopped talking to most of them and I have grown up a lot since I turned 18 in March. Lately I have been going to a few of my friends' Myspaces or Facebooks. All of them have been partying all the time.
It's the last day in December and I'm sitting here wondering what next year will bring to me. I am really hoping it will be good and even better than this year was. 2007, I have to admit was a good year for me. I found love, the kind of love I have been waiting for me. I found so much in just one person this year, and it's still so amazing to me.
The title is lyrics from a song that I used to always listen to, like a couple years ago. I am still trying to figure out what exactly the lyrics could mean, but to me they are saying that having a fear of loving a person can change you and sometimes it might be for the worst. I sometimes feel like after being hurt once it is kinda always in the back of my head that it could happen again.
