I’m graduating in mid-June. June 14th, to be exact.
It’s scary; on one hand, I’m so ready to blow this Popsicle stand… But on the other hand, I don’t want to let go. I’m going to a college on the other side of the state, and it’s far enough away where my I have to phone ahead for visits, but not so far away that my family won’t be able to reach me after an emergency.
When one is a kid dreams are crazy. Actually, any person, no matter their age, is able to dream anything. As time passes a person changes their old dreams for new dreams thinking that this are better. Most of the time the new dreams are better than the old ones because as a person grows on the outside they also grow on the inside becoming more mature and ready to make choices.
i am a senior in high school and i must say i have not had that many boyfriends or dates, mostly because my parents are extremely strict, but that would be a subject for another day, and now i have one.
I have a wonderful boyfriend that is funny, carring, understanding, and verry hot, to me.
With so much of my time spent focusing on learning about things that I had never really focused on before, I seem to come up with ideas that may seem a little bit behind other people's thinking but I'm getting there and I'm getting there through my own thought process which is an amazing thing to me right now.
It's the last day in December and I'm sitting here wondering what next year will bring to me. I am really hoping it will be good and even better than this year was. 2007, I have to admit was a good year for me. I found love, the kind of love I have been waiting for me. I found so much in just one person this year, and it's still so amazing to me.
The title is lyrics from a song that I used to always listen to, like a couple years ago. I am still trying to figure out what exactly the lyrics could mean, but to me they are saying that having a fear of loving a person can change you and sometimes it might be for the worst. I sometimes feel like after being hurt once it is kinda always in the back of my head that it could happen again.
Where do you go when you've become the person that you never wanted to become, and you feel like it's too late to change?
My best friend is moving. We have known each other since early grade school. Her dad is military and is being transfered to a different state. This is the first major change that I have been faced with in my life. I am happy because she is happy but I am sad that I will not be able to see my best friend for long periods of time.
