I am longing for some rain. Some sleet, slush, snow, a freak avalance maybe. I'll even take some hail at this point.
Anything but this PERFECT SUNNY WEATHER EVERY DAY.
I think I have Reverse Seasonal Effect Disorder.
Positives o' the Day:
While driving en route to my Ivy League School (ha...community college joke), I thought to myself "Hmm...being normal sounds good." Read More »
I just had the worst binge of my life. It was completely random, unsatisfying, and I'm not even experiencing that brief (VERY brief) after-feeling of euphoria.
My day was horrendous. I woke up to my dad banging on my door exclaiming "It's after 10!" Read More »
I'm trying not to have an anxiety attack.
I didn't go to the gym today. And it's taking every fiber of my being to just sit here and not go. I'm TIRED. I feel like crap. During French today, I wanted to slap "Chprof" (Chef + Prof, he likes to cook. Cute, huh?) just so he would SHUT THE FUCK UP and let us go! Read More »
July 2000: Read More »
I'm exhausted. But in that did-a-lot-during-the-day, need-to-just-chill-out kind of tired. Not sleepy-because-it-sucks-being-awake kind of tired. The family decided we needed a DAY! OF! BONDING! so we went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS HOLLYWOOD ("The Entertainment Capital of LA!"--I swear to God, had I heard that saying ONE MORE fucking time, there would've been casualties). Read More »
One day surfing the web I came across a very disturbing website with hundreds of members who, to my surprise were embracing anorexia and bulimia as a lifestyle; well, a majority of them anyway. And as I delved deeper into the sites pages, from the warning message on the first page, to the forums, and the thinspiration pictures, I found two sides of the story, and a community of friends. Read More »
You are walking down the street and you look around; what do you see? Do you see people that are too fat or too thin or what? Are you a part of any of these groups in society?
We all want to bee thin or buff - for guys- or with curves, right? Read More »
