always cold*
had to let you know...it's quite upsetting, it is me.
I put on some gloves,
as I type...I think-
of those who live in other homes,
without heat...food or lovely things for them from the get-go,
and I'm sick of the complaining self from two seconds ago
My sound track says,
"Justice is something so fresh and wonderful,"
and I think...Lupe you sing that shit, Read More »
I knew it would soon end, I felt you slowly beginning to slip away, I gave you my all, my heart and soul all I ever asked was that you not hurt me or cause me pain, but even that was too much to ask. You promised me forever, I knew our friendship wouldn’t last but I chose oblivion over reality, I tried my best to keep you by my side. I blamed myself for letting you slip, feeling like I wasn’t good enough, as if it were my fault you wanted out. I loved you with everything I had. I chose to be your friend through it all. I didn’t want to let you go, I didn’t want to feel like a failure, as if I wasn’t the great friend I so often claimed to be. Through the lies, the pain, and the broken promises, I stood by you, believing you would change. Read More »
