Blogging for a scholarship.. WHY?!

Well. Because my parents don't care. My poor brother wanted to go to college.. And he would have had a good future.. But my father took all of the money saved up to buy himself a SECOND harley davidson. A Second. TWO HARLEY DAVIDSONS. Is that necessary!? No. I'm not going to just give up though.. I have to get as many scholarships as possible for me to get myself to college. If I succeed, I will be the only person in my entire family to go to college. Not just out of my mom, dad, or siblings, but out of everyone in my entire family, dating back to forever ago. I want that so bad.. I want to fulfill my dreams and destiny. Its so hard though, how much I have to do to get there. My dad is almost 60 years old. And gets drunk everyday.
As I am typing this, he and my mom are fighting. =D It's something I have had to get used to in my 17 years. My mom says my dad used to be a good guy, but I have never seen a good guy in him. Which is all the more reason to win scholarships and get into college and make my life THAT much better. Then I could get a good job and afford the things I need. How many people do you know these days that have to add water to their hand soap so it will last just a little bit longer? I dunno.. All I know is that I have to work hard to succeed.. And I want to do it so bad. I don't want my random disease to keep me down. I don't want anything to keep me down. No matter what. My art is what keeps me going. And even then.. I show my parents, and they don't care.. Is art a worthless talent? It is to them.. But it is my life. Everything I do and see is art, and I have to get it on paper! I think i'm done ranting for today.. Gotta finish my art club-ness, and do some homeworks. Yayyyyy!
BLAHHHHHH.