visionsnflight's blog

Sometimes it just makes me want to disappear for a while, and take a year off and just travel around different places in Europe to collect my thoughts and reflect about my past, present, and future.

People don't know how to separate their emotions and logic. They tend to do things on the whim. To think logistically without emotion is something that is hard to work at,but I think that it can be achieved. I have been thinking with emotion a lot more lately...but I have forgotten to filter out them and to think logistically more about life.

So, this week I was informed by a friend that they were concerned about my welfare...that they were worried about my insecurity...Normally, this would be a usual thing for a friend to show concern for another friend, but in my case, this friend happens to my ex-boyfriend and his best friend whom I don't talk to much anymore....

As we all know change is infinite and no matter how much we wish things were different than what they are now, there is not much we can do about it most of the time. For instance, we must all go to off into the strange abyss known as college and take that final journey into adulthood as we grow into mature, young adults.

Last Friday, I received my financial aid letter from my second choice college and it was less than hopeful. I thought that it couldn't be any worse than the other financial aid letter that I received from another college, but the school asked for an even higher amount for a parent loan. When I read the financial aid planning letter, my heart just sank.

Well, as we all know that teenagers at the age of 18 can legally be considered adults meaning that they can get married, smoke, volunteer to go to war, but they can't drink. Yet, why does the government want to put a limit on 18 years old in a law that states that they can't drink until they're 21?

Last Sunday was Easter and I am taking a religious viewpoint towards the holiday because I am hoping for some clarificiation upon this holiday we call Easter.

For Christians, it is where thousands of Christians celebrate the fact that their Savior is alive again and that they can start a new life, one that is filled with hope and a renewed sense of faith.

Lately, I have been asking myself what does success necessarily mean to us in our society today? Is it the achievement of something that you have attempted to do?
Attaining a massive amount of wealth due to those various achievements?
Or Is it just when something turns out as it was intended to?