Untitled's blog

Just my thinking.... We like to think., well we just like to think we think. We do think somethines beccause we are told that it is good karma to do so, so we do so in that fashion. We lend a nice hand, we help a neighbor, we are kind. But are we doing it out of the kindness of our hearts, or are we doing so to get good karma?  Read More »

Ever feel like you look to the past too much and regret the mistakes, and then look forward to the future too much?  Read More »

I miss her. On Sunday, it will have been two years to the day Meredith passed away due to medical complications from eating disorders at only age twenty eight. It was so sad, too sad. I was twenty when she moved on. She was an amazing person. I was lucky to have known her for four years; she was so smart, kind, funny, witty, and a delight to be with. She was incredible. Such a joy and pleasure.  Read More »

I work at a gym as a receptionist. I was talking to one of my co workers, who is a trainer. He is awesome. He is middle aged, which is irrelevant. He acts amazingly. He says he never has a bad day. He has such a positive attitude, which I want for myself. Anyway, we were talking today, and he says actually likes his body, which I find amazing, to be honest.  Read More »

I realized something yesterday. What a complete and utter waste of time it is to worry about something. It is a waste of time and potiental happiness. Just try to focus on the here and now. You will get somewhere better then. I see how much nicer it is to be cool and laid back. It is such a good feeling to be more relaxed. And let me tell you the true value of sleep.  Read More »

Damn, it is hard. I could be talking about life...... school, work, friends, family, boyfriend, girlfriend.... yes in many ways, I mean those. These things are so hard. Life is difficult. But for me, sometimes, I mean, my eating. Some wise person once said, "Every calorie is a war." That is so true. The actual actions of restricting may not be there. I may no longer not eat.  Read More »

Well, I have always told myself that I will learn to live life more fully and no mistakes. But I know that life does not allow for no mistakes. I can certainly learn from those endeavors, and try to move on. That is all one can do, really. I am trying to be passionate about life, and learn and grasp and live, and I mean really live. At the very least have no regrets.  Read More »