son_of_disaster's blog

Several months after my birth, DeAnna joined the Army. Actually, joining the Army had been her plan all along. The plan was waylaid by her pregnancy. I would love to talk to her about that time. We received letters from her during her enlistment but most were sort of vague and general in nature. I know she spent some time in Germany and seemed to enjoy it there.  Read More »

If I had the opportunity to invite someone to accompany me on a lengthy road trip, I would invite DeAnna, my birthmother. I want to talk to her face to face, not just through letters or information filtered through the adoption agency. I want to know what it was like to be pregnant and scared and to make an adoption plan. I want her to know what it was like for me.  Read More »

We all talk a lot of shit about pretty sunsets and complain but accept the concrete jungles that are prevading suburbian America. We listen to the TV as a nauseous stream of celebrites tells us to save the environment while they go on their way. The animal instinct in humans is dying as we get comfortable in our easy chairs.  Read More »

Recently my friend, who happens to be Jewish, was in an arguement with an black-american girl. It was an interesting discussion to say the least until she made the fatal mistake of comparing the plight of slaves in America to the holocaust of the Jews.  Read More »

Church or as I affectionately call it, choich is probably the boringest parts of my week. Today however as I was sitting and listening to our youth leader tell us how God is sooo powerful that he must use people as pawns so that he may show his glory. But that bullshit is for a whole other blog.  Read More »

School shootings, murders, human rights violations and a whole other lot of messes are here in this day and age. Religions cop out to the end of the world, politicians cop out to the other parties fault, soldiers cop out to following orders, and people cop out to apathy. So this is it huh folks? We're so selfish, that it is someone elses fault.  Read More »

I consider myself an Agnostic Deist, but I lean more toward the side of Agnostic. In the 18th century, I would be considered a freethinker and that's the word that best describes my religious views. But what is a deist?  Read More »

President Mugabe, the infamous president of Zimbabwe has gone on record comparing himself to Hitler and saying that America is not the model of democracy in the world. President Mugabe is notorious for atrocities commited against homosexuals, kicking white farmers off their land, and his goons are known to rape without hesitation.  Read More »