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I recently purchased The Bedlam in Goliath by the Mars Volta. The story behind the album is that the band bought an ouija board and they were contacted by multiple spirits. Two of the names were Goliah and the Soothsayer. They were told a story of love, lust and murder and at the end of the story, they were asked for something by the spirits.  Read More »

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Since our visit in 1995, the correspondence has dwindled to nothing. We get annual letters from DeAnna’s stepmother filling us in the best she can. It seems that no one hears from DeAnna, not just me. What happened? Is she still afraid she will mess up my relationship with my adoptive parents; has she just forgotten to write to me or is it a mix of both?  Read More »

Languages have always fascinated me. As I've grown older, I keep searching for the beginnings of languages and am interested in keeping dying languages alive. Because of my Christian upbringing, I occasionally have thoughts about certain aspects of the beginning of time from the Abrahamic religions point of view.  Read More »

"Suppose there was no intelligence behind the universe. In that case nobody designed my brain for the purpose of thinking. Thought is merely the by-product of some atoms within my skull. But if so, how can I trust my own thinking to be true?  Read More »

Alright, I am way, way tired of this racist bullshit coming from minorities. They seem to think that caucasians have no idea what it is like to be discriminated against because of religion, culture or what the fuck ever. Do they now how self-righteous they sound?  Read More »

If you've happened to read blogs on here or watching the news the past year you would have noticed an increase in blogs about racism, including some by me. I tire greatly of hearing these but at other times they make good points or make my blood boil.  Read More »

No I'm not a racist, nor is this a racist blog so put the your racist card away because if you pull it out I will put your argument six feet under. How many of you surf white supremacist and neo-nazi web pages for fun in your spare time? Probably not many, but I do because I love to fuck with them on certain things that strike my fancy. So i've seen and heard things that you haven't.  Read More »