ryu_kotsen's blog

I am so ready for it to be summer time. I am going to miss all my friends. I sense that I am typing this way because I am not sure how I am emotionally. I am typing very slowly. I feel alone. I look forward to the party at Matt's. I feel a little better now that I have eaten something. I just feel bored. I think I have been built up emotional trauma. I also feel sad.

And here I sit in my computer chair, once again poring my heart and soul into type for online eyes to see. I am happy and I am sad. There so much change these days, it is hard not to be sad. I do not really have a good bond with my friends anymore. It is silly, really. I would do anything for any of them, but some how, we just do not hang out. I have thought a lot, recently, about bringing J.D.

Stories are great. TV is great. The thing is, you watch TV and you read stories to escape your own story for a while. I can't help but think that human-kind is doing this too much, myself included. Most people watch TV or read after a long days hard work. Well, what if your work includes nothing but studying, desk work, or things along those lines.