It is difficult for me to talk to people about my life, because my daily living is so invariably intwined with my mental state. And people so readily reject what I am. Popular media portrays it with such bias and fear; they make me seem a monster. They rarely show the more intelligent, artistic side of this disorder.
And of course, there are exceptions. A Beautiful Mind was supposed to display the hardships of schitzophrenia without making the main character appear to be a psychoitic killer man. But, in my personal opinion, it did just the opposite: made him appear dangerous, and unable to cope with his mental state. Which is not the case for a good percentage of schitzophrenics in America. But movies and media never portray it as such. It is not seen as a disease like cancer or HIV, where the audience feels that the situation is beyond the character's control and thus has pity invoked. No, crazy people are portrayed as having 'control' over their hallucinations and such, so the audience feels no pity and more hate and fear of this person. Read More »