Mexerican2008's blog

To you it maybe selfish of my actions, you may not approve of my decisions. To you it may not seem like the best thing or something you would do. To you of you were me and went through everything I went through in life you'd probably doubt everything that is left in the world. To you, you may think that my life is perfect.  Read More »

I had graduated not even a month yet and it still feels sureal. I can recall waking up that day and realizing I am graduating today. It was a thrill. I was excited and looking forward to walking across that stage.  Read More »

Recently I went on a cruise. It was a whole new experience with so many good times. However, there was more to it. While getting a tour of Roatan (the island off of Honduras) I had seen something that I have never known before. Driving up a hill my family and I stopped to take pictures of the view when these little kids came up to us.  Read More »

I went to my Homecoming with friends knowing I was going to have fun. I wasn't going to let anything get in my way of partying and have fun. That is until the DJ played those slow love songs. Now the guy, that if you have read my previous blogs, you know who I am talking about. I am still in love with him.  Read More »

You know I am getting tired of things falling apart. Everything seems to be getting worse before any good happens. I am so fed up with hearing the arguing and screaming. I keep wanting to get away from everything, get away from home. I want out every time something occurs.  Read More »

My Reflection:
Why is it that when I look in hte mirror I don't see who I really am.

I look at myself and it's like I am wearing a mask.

I almost don't recognize myself.

What I see on the outside isn't how I am in the inside.

There is so much hidden beneath me.

No one really knows because I keep so many things locked up.

The Last Days:  Read More »

For me I have known the military life my whole life. From it I have learned and seen a different side of life, I guess you can say. I have a different outlook on life. I have learned to be appreciative of all those men and women that have fought and even fallen in combat for our freedom. Living on military base and have a loved one active in the military really shows a lot.  Read More »

All my friends keep getting on me about dating. Becuase of the fact that I am still hooked on him they say I need to move on. I know that they don;t want me to mope about my ex and everything. I appreciate them being there for me and wanting the best. But I just don't feel that I am ready emotionally and mentally to start dating again.  Read More »