Manda1491's blog

Someone once told me that only god himself is the master of creation. he is the only one who can possibly create something from absolutly nothing. man does not have that ability to create from air -- for magicianship is only an illusion. so how is it possible that i am trapped in a cage.. a cage created with nothing, from nothing.  Read More »

Stupid Love  Read More »

Why is it I can only look into my own eyes in the mirror when I'm alone; as though if I were to look at myself in public, they'd be able to see what I see -- fear. A certain fear that no one will ever love this face that taunts me. A certain fear of growing old alone.  Read More »

This is what happens when her and myself can't control ourselves. When I argue with her STUPID actions and she laughs at me getting tense.

I write:  Read More »

The Strange Thing About Polar Bears...

Give me one more kiss
give me one more second
how many times have I
wished to go back in time

Give me one last tease
and one last flashback
tell me one last time
everythings alright

cause though a new day is dawning
and the people enter softly
like a movie frame set out in orange light.
there are plenty of new faces  Read More »

Have you seen the tunnel
cause I have seen the light
this feeling to be set free
no longer muscles tight

I have let go of this burden
or at least believe it's gone
I am crawling out of hiding
cause I'm able to move on

Yet by a thin clear strong
I am still attached
Strengthen Visibility
and understand the catch
that though I'm feeling lifted
and now I'm feeling strong  Read More »

I heard you shout out the other day
in strife and anger and weld up pain
I felt you voice crawl through my skin
and I remember once again

How in the past this has occurred
and how I'd helped you out before
but now I can hear you so clearly
shouting out and breaking free
as you scream your throat starts to bleed
able to see, let it be
You scream and bleed just to let it be.  Read More »

Welcome To My World-- Perfectly Unperfect.  Read More »