the best feeling is the feeling of her in my arms the smile I get from her can make the worst day of my life can be the best
who knew the one thing that would make my day is just her little hands and feets and her growning up by my eyes.
I want her just to stay so happy and so innocve3nce from the world of hate and pain
the world that she will one day have to find out about
I don't see me anymore but a woman who wants the best for her daughter that hopes and prays that he ex will not try to take her daughter away and hurt her. I see a woman that haves be so badly hurt by the man she loved that all she thinks is that if I go back everything will be okay but knows that it won't be ok and that nothing is good with him now.
Ok. So the father of my child that saids that she is not his. Is taking me to court because he thinks that I am going to screw him over because of children soport. I think that it is bullshit. He is going to lie to them like he lied to everyone.
I am starting school for the first after I had my daughter tommorrw. I am so freaking out about it. I know she is going to go to a good babysitter and everything. It is just that I have not be away from her for a long to not beable to call and see how she is doing.
I am 19 years old. I have a 6 week old daughter. I was with a man that I loved so much that I give him everything and he said he loved me to. We were going to get married and live happy ever after. We were toghter for almost 3 years off and on again. He never was the guy that I thought he was. He did drugs and cheated on me when he could. I loved him for who he was and not what he was becoming.
