ExploitTheirFears's blog

Well, lately I've felt like I've been getting a lot more involved in the world around me.

I'm always involved in the school musical thing, but I'm never involved in anything else.

So, I'm really typing this, because it's 5:02 am and I haven't been able to get any real sleep. For a week now, this is the kind of sleep I've gotten. Where I wake up and move around, go back to sleep, wake up, toss and turn, wake up and just get ready for school earlier than I need to.

I talked to friends about it, and lately a lot of people are having my same issue.

I don't know how progressive this is, but to me, it seems like it is.

This year for my Senior Prom, my date and I are entering for the Stuck At Prom Scholarship given out by Duck Tape.

I like to believe I'm an artistic person when it comes to every form of art there is. Writing, Acting, Singing, Music, Drawing. Art in general.

Here's something interesting that came up today.

My senior prom is coming up on May 10th. Kind of exciting. Since I'm so desperate for scholarships, I was gonna look into making a duct tape dress and tux for me and my date.

Anywho, I was shopping for dresses since I haven't fully decided on a duct tape gown yet. I showed some to a friend I call "g0at."

Why are stereotypes always made by types of music people like?

For example, I have a friend who likes rap. The kid is white. So automatically he's labled "wigger" or "cracker".

Now, what kind of crap is that?

Recently, I decided to clean up my myspace. Give myself a new start. A new background, new pictures, new blogs.

I deleted all the old blogs from two years ago, because my views are so different and I'm quite a different person now than I was then.

I got a new layout because I was tired of the old one I made.

Every school day around *thinks* 10:30am?

Now, I used to have tons of friends. Hundreds of friends. And I always thought, without these people? I'd be useless. Nothing. Helpless. Heartbroken. Dead.

Well, here I stand without all but one of the original "friends" and how am I? I'm perfectly fine.

What is a friend?

It's someone you like and likes you and you'd do almost anything for.