This blog is for me
i guess you can comment
i wrote whats on my mind
and i havent for sometime. So i decided to take a look into my mind.
So life.
So much has changed since last ive blogged
since last ive talked whats on my mind
I feel like im disconnected from it.
but at the same time I know whats going on
without it affect my emotions.
Alright so basically ive seen lots about God lately. I myself for a while didnt belive in God, but now im not sure what i belive in. I still do not have a religion due to the fact it just causes fighting but god is a whole different subject. Seems like a lot of people are starting to become atheist. I had thought for a while, and i still dont know, what god is, or what.
im back, releasing my feelings lol
I learn today that my dad had a coworker/friend, great guy, use to call my dad, NACCHHH, really nice guy.
his daughter went to college and came home every weekend to visit
one day the daughter falls asleep at the wheel and sadly crashes.
its weird last like1-2 yearsill be laying down, half alseepand like my eyes are in rem mode, and i start...dreaming in a senseill like think of an ideaand the idea will like changenonot change
High school was ok
Freshman year was a new start, got to know my good friends throughout high school
Sophmore was fun, meeting new people, getting older
Junior was ok, Trying to be cool lol, it was fun
Senior
Senior year was good and bad
Ok so what makes people...people. In a couple in my classes, present, past, and probably future, there are a few bunch that no one likes. Why? In some of these people, I see myself in them, but Im not hated by everyone, maybe in fact the opposite. Now Im not saying im popular, but why are the people that act like me in a some way, hated by everyone else. How am i different, why am I not hated?
