Dalireincarnated's blog

So there has been alot of talk lately about Democrats wanting to reinstate the draft. There are quite a few problems with this though. If it is done while Bush is still in term, there will be alot of treason. It is considered treason to speak negatively about your commander in chief, aka, ass hole, aka, Bush.

The second thing, alot of Americans have gone soft. Wrapped in their 600 thread count sheets, wearing their D&G sunglasses, and driving their expensive little sports cars. They could not possibly deal with the training, nor the concept of shooting somebody. I could, but unfortunately....

I feel I've raped mankind of some kind of good deed. This 58 year old man has pretty serious cancer. It spread from his esophagus to his liver (spelling does not count). Yet for the past about 30 years, come December, he's gone around and handed out money. His first deed was to a random carhop who couldn't afford a decent sweater. Since then he's gained money, and has upped the antie. He's been giving out hundreds. Don't you DARE think, "oh hey, I would like $100." Because that is an utterly selfish thing to think. He's been giving money to people who need it. He might find somebody in a thrift store, in a humble diner. Places like that. I really feel I should copycat this guy. C'mon, how could that hurt? It's not disrespectful to mimic him, and it's not shameful. How many of you can honestly say you've given money to somebody unfortunate? And I don't mean dumping your spare change into the red tin outside of Publix from the Salvation Army. I would be really happy to see some selfless people out there. But they are becoming so rare.

How real is racism? I've heard comments from my grandmother, but she's from like.... a long time ago, and that was standard. Her thoughts on others have been utterly discredited. But the elderly aside, how much is it really out there?

At my local community college there have been reports about KKK recruiters trying to attract people to join their club. That's a little disgusting.

Does anybody else read their horoscope daily? I tend to. Not because I'm super superstitious, but because I don't have alot better to do than go to Yahoo and check my horoscope. And even though it's just the way they're written, they usually seem to be right on cue. It's crazy. It's just crazy. Although it is usually about doing teamwork. I think I believe more in Karma. I send out alot of good Karma.

So I have some miniscule drama at work. I heard the word "fag" and gesture of my general direction (where I was alone). But it was a freaking old man. Now knowing there is a capacity for people to be dickish to me, I was perceptive to it. Yup. The old man didn't like me. So I had to go on in my head and think,

Oh no, a 60 year old bag boy doesn't like the 17 year old cashier.

There is just so much going on right now. Currently I am:
In a relationship
Doing highschool
Doing grade replacement (extra classes)
Have a job (13 hours a week)
Meager social life
Looking for scholarships
Applying to colleges
Stressing over SATs

It's so much. I'm probably borderline nervous breakdown. I've been refusing myself sleep so I can do online classes, I've probably spent over $20 in energy drinks in the past week. And I still haven't started all my online classes. Oh my gosh there is so much going on. I would like to quit my job, but then I would have no money to enjoy myself. But 13 hours is manageable. I want to finish these online classes, but they aren't information, then questions. They would be much more accomplishable that way. Scholarships, how is my financial crisis going to be when I'm ready to start college? When I finally submit my early application to USF will it be accepted, will I get their personal grants? When I go to college, what is going to be my living situation. I'm moving into an apartment, but what about room mates? I don't think I can sleep tonight. I need to finish my current classes, then I start Physics and Precalculus and Government. That's going to be even more stressful. How am I still trucking? All I know is that I AM going to graduate on time. And that I have 3 more energy drinks in the fridge.

There is just so much going on right now. Currently I am:
In a relationship
Doing highschool
Doing grade replacement (extra classes)
Have a job (13 hours a week)
Meager social life
Looking for scholarships
Applying to colleges
Stressing over SATs

It's so much. I'm probably borderline nervous breakdown. I've been refusing myself sleep so I can do online classes, I've probably spent over $20 in energy drinks in the past week. And I still haven't started all my online classes. Oh my gosh there is so much going on. I would like to quit my job, but then I would have no money to enjoy myself. But 13 hours is manageable. I want to finish these online classes, but they aren't information, then questions. They would be much more accomplishable that way. Scholarships, how is my financial crisis going to be when I'm ready to start college? When I finally submit my early application to USF will it be accepted, will I get their personal grants? When I go to college, what is going to be my living situation. I'm moving into an apartment, but what about room mates? I don't think I can sleep tonight. I need to finish my current classes, then I start Physics and Precalculus and Government. That's going to be even more stressful. How am I still trucking? All I know is that I AM going to graduate on time. And that I have 3 more energy drinks in the fridge.

When I go to college, what am I going to be feasting on?

I can see myself frequently eating:
Banquet TV Dinners (They're a dollar)
Spaghetti
Ramen (17 cents oh!)
EDAMAME (so delicious)
Pizza
Pizza Bagels
Mac+Cheese
Rice

My dad used to make this weird stuff called chicken catchatori (sp?). It's not bad but I'm not a huge fan.