coals's blog

It has been a long day. I went to activate a new bank account credit card this morning then mailed out some letters and then joined the gym. After joining the gym I worked out for about two hours. After the gym I stopped by my boyfriends to see him. We talked about things a little today and he said he was proud to have a girlfriend like me.

Applying for 82 scholarships just wasn't good enough. Well for my dad that is. I got a couple small ones but not much. I got one for $750 and the paperwork for it is due. The President of the club keeps emailing me in concern and I keep informing my dad that we have to fill out the paperwork. Well today he said, "It's not like your getting anything.

Which is better a small school or a big school? Many people say that a small school allows the teachers to know everyones name. The students know eachother and the overall school has a more "home" feeling. But doesn't the small school also lack the athletic skill that bigger schools have?

How often does America plagarize and not even know it?

I am in an abusive relationship and I am being abused emotionally. I do everything I can to make the relationship between my boyfriend and I work but it's just not enough. When we first dated he was obsessed with me and I kind of pushed him away. Well now it's the exact opposite and I wish he would feel the same.

Brian -

First I will start by saying that I am not suicidal.

Now that that is clear. Have you ever thought about what it would be like if something happened to your parents? Or losing someone really close? Wouldn't it just be easier to die first so you wouldn't have to suffer such horrible pain?

Why are we so scared to accept death?