In the past I would continuously date guys that were not supportive of my dreamz or my goals. I use to think I was on top of the world if I was riding Marta and a guy would come up and talk to me and compliment me. In my childish mind along with support from my friends, I began to think this was love. These guys would say they loved me after 2 or 3 weeks of knowing me.
oNE YEAR I WENT TO NASHVILLE FOR A GOSPEL CONFERENCE (ALWAYS SISTERS) WELL, WHILE BEING THERE MY PRESENCE WAS GRACED BY A WOMAN THAT HAD AIDS AFTER HAVING SEX ONE TIME WITH HER HUSBAND. I FELT HORRIBLE AFTER SITTING THERE AND LETTING EVRY PERSON I SLEPT WITH PLAY THROUGH MY HEAD; I WASNT MARRIED. IT COULD HAVE JUST AS EASILY HAVE BEEN ME. WHY HER OF ALL PEOPLE.
I HAVE BEEN TOLD BY MANY PEOPLE WHAT I WILL BE WHAT I WILL BECOME HOW MY LIFE WILL TURN OUT. I HAVE DREAMED OF BEING A DOCTOR SINCE I WAS TWO YEARS OLD. I USE TO TELL PEOPLE THEY THOUGHT IT WAS SO CUTE BUT NOW THAT I HAVE GROWN UP THEY STILL SEE IT AS CUTE AND REFUSE TO TAKE ME SERIOUSLY. I AM NOT MAD I AM MORE INTRIGUED TO KNOW WHY THEY FEEL THIS WAY.
I AM SUUROUNDED BY WOMEN THAT FEEL LIKE THEY HAVE TO HAVE A MAN. I WAS DOING GOOD BEING ALONE WHEN I REALIZED I'M NOT REALLY ALONE I HAVE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT CARE MORE THAN MANY MEN I THOUGHT I HAD FELL N LUV WITH. I LOOK AT SO MANY OF MY SISTER LOOKING FOR LOVE IN THE WRONG PLACES AND KEEP REPEATING THE SAME MISTAKE BECAUSE THEY DON'T CARE ENOUGH ABOUT THEMSELVES.
