bai's blog

In my other blog posts, I mentioned Texas, and how I was to get there, for my freshmen year of college, to start a ministry, for not only abstinence, but self injury, drugs, alcohol, etc. Basically every teen issue you can think of.

 Before I continue with my blog, here is some info before I get to the real story ;)

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So, now that the world has decided to go crazy with health care, and taking extra expensive steps to being thinner, and healthier...I am now feeling a large hesitation, towards getting some cinnamon sugar toast for breakfast.

Oooohhh it's amazing. =] I love cinnamon. But, of course, seeing as I am already drinking some coffee...I don't want to get fat now do i?

After attending a late event with a friend, we decided to take a late trip to steak n' shake.

Coming in, there was a group of people, that were rather annoying as they were standing directly in front of the door as we tried to walk in. But, paying them no attention, I slipped by them.

After a while of not seeing friends, it is usually custom, upon seeing them again, to ask them that question. You know what I'm talking about, that stupid, and ridiculous, but quite caring, "How are you?"

It was dark. Cold. A slight breeze blew the little strands of hair that
couldn't be held up in her hair tie. Her eyes, filled with determination,
and intent; carefully watched her target softly walk across the deck.

Slowly she neared it. Calling it carefully, softy, sweetly. It was a practiced form of
deception. Her nerves were tense, and her body ready...so at the right moment,

She still goes on,
She smiles as she waits,
Growing her flowers,
At the garden gate,

Pure and blameless
She walks in light,
The truth guides her heart,
Though there’s longing inside.

She will whisper no lie,
She will harbor no hate,
She protects her heart,
With a garden gate,

Beautifully waiting,
She holds the key,
To give to the one,
That will make her complete,