AshChat's blog

I don't believe in impossible, but the world around me does. I feel that I can do all things through Christ that strenghtens me --Phil 4:13  I also understand that times will come when I need strength. I thought that I was asking for too much in an significant other, but now I see that time heals all wounds.

I love to smile,

 I think only because I see the hidden side of expressing happiness. 

I smile through everything.

Organized Confusion? 

 Everything in my heart is everywhere.

Organized by the potency yet the confusion is deeply embedded within the feeling.

Makin love
Is like
Not what u seem to think

It surpasses the passes that he
Might make at me

Makin love is makin a day
Together to feel
What he's about to say

Makin love, is takin time
To see in to someone's heart
From time to time

Anyone can lay down
Not everyone can be down

Drops of rain fall on my face and I feel as if the sky is crying tears in place of  my own.  I feel lonely and confused and just want to disappear...or start all over. I want to be the little baby that sees the world for the first time and doesn't know what to make of it all.