Here I sit, again, watching my gpa crumble and all my dreams come falling down. and the worst part is... i know it's my fault. Nobody else can be blamed for this. It was all my own selfishness and laziness and inexplicable ability to find reasons to procrastinate. I would like some sympathy, but i know i dont deserve it. another chance would be nice, but i know that ive used up all my chances.
How can you be mature enough to get married, but not mature enough to be in the same room as somebody else that you are "not comfortable with."
get the f*** over yourself, nobody cares, this is life, you cant just run away.
and as to your getting married
are you kidding me?
no way, you are still acting like a sixth grader and you expect me to believe that your ready for this.
recently, a friend of mine announced that she was engaged. normally, friends would jump for joy, yell congratulations and give her a big hug.
but then again, i've never been normal.
I didn't jump up, didn't say congratulations, I didn't even smile. My mouth dropped open and I said "what?!"
talk about awkward silence
So I fayled*... miserably... I was going crazy at like 2, so I had to listen to music... which doesnt sound too bad, 14 hrs, but when you take into account that I was asleep for 9 of them... yeah, not so great.
Music is Life. I have heard this phrase countless times throughout the music hallway at my high school and now in the music building at my college, I have seen it written on posters and wrist bands, but is music really life?
After searching and searching for scholarships that apply to me, I have reached a conclusion. I am just too normal. And I'll prove it.
I am white. About as white as you can get. I am half swedish and the other half is a mix of norwiegian, german, irish, english, french, swiss, etc. basically all of white europe. There aren't any scholarships for being white.
