The Four Truths, Unknown: One that does as you do, but in the opposite way - Part 1

There is a way with ourselves not any of us realize. It is with us and moves us, we respond to it, and ignore it.

What is this way? I will try to put this to words, and make this known.
We have a mind. We use that to make our way to the world. The mind is influenced upon by unconsciousness in the order of dominant influence. Both of these are within the body, which lies with the spirit, inside of life.

In our minds, are thoughts, images, memories, imagination even. What do these thoughts consist of? Is there a who to them? How?
I have found from experience mostly, four shades of gray, just using that as an expression of finding a mysterious other, and others to exist here with me. They live and breathe as I do.
They each have a personality, and a ranking down towards darkness. For within lies darkness as well, as we reach for light.

And they come to us from the inner sanctum of ourselves in an order to say, they can come to the "forefront" of each of us. Whether we know them truthfully is questionable.

Right behind me in my mind is a character that I can say is ultimately hard to describe. He is, and that's because I'm a guy, he is one who is like me except for a characteristic of his own.
He likes to do as I do, but in the opposite way.
I have found him to be the most hard to describe and analogize of all of them. The one that does as you do, but in the opposite way.

Now this isn't to say he does the opposite of me, in everything I do. That is the next "persona" after him.
The easiest way to describe this character, is to look in a mirror. When you do that you see a reversed image of yourself. Raising your right arm, the image raises its left. When you move right, the image goes to the left. Everything you do, this image goes the opposite.

But, look closer, he's doing what you do. When you raise your right arm, he's raising the opposite arm that's true, but it is an arm. When you walk to the right, he goes left, but he is moving, walking with you.

You see it? He does everything you do, but in the opposite way. You can be brushing your teeth, look there and see the image doing the same thing, but in the opposite way to yourself.

So this is what he is. Inside of us. This next door character. He has a mind of his own, of us. I want to be a good guy, this guy will be a good guy, but in the opposite way. Meaning, whatever thought of intention to action, he will do that, for the opposite thought to intention to action. It is almost to say, he will do good to be bad. The best analogy I have come up with, is the boy scout taking a little old lady across the street scenario.

I am a good guy. When I was young I was a scout. This never happened with me but know what the circumstances are. An older lady wants to street cross, but is in need of help. A scout is there and helps her in need as he is good and rightful and genuinely helpful for his honor and his way of being a good boy scout. The boy scout isn't thinking about himself too much.
Well this other guy is. The one that does as you do but in the opposite way. He sees the opportunity to help this little old lady across the street, HIS intention is to be known and admired for himself. He doesn't care at all, or has a minimal of that for intention to action to help this little old lady across the street.

He knows he will be seen, and said upon, "...look what that boy scout is doing. Isn't he a good guy and scout." All along the opposite way one knows the opposite. He's admiring himself with his intentions. An honor to himself, not the scouts honor or being a good guy. Yet is doing good, to be bad.
He helps, and is good with his actions, as seen, so this is a false perception of what is seen. He knows the truth, as his intentions tell himself.
This is a case of intention to action, where the intention is not good, yet carried out as such, from the outward appearance of good, and the inward knowing appearing to him, as the truth. So this is an opposite sameness, as the actions are the same, yet thought is in an opposite way.

Can you see this? The one that does as you do but in the opposite way. This is hard for me to describe, with an analogy at all. Very difficult. I can't mentally think like that.

This is the character that's right behind us, as we ourselves exist in the "forefront" of our minds. The next one is total opposite and I will try to talk about him.