I do not care what car you drive or where you live. If you know someone who knows someone who knows someone. If your clothes are this years cutting edge. If your trust fund is unlimited. If you are A-list B-list or never heard of you list. I only care about the words that flutter from your mind. They are the only thing you truely own. The only thing I will remember you by. I will not fall in love with your bones and skin. I will not fall in love with the places you have been. I will not fall in love with anything but the words that flutter from your extraordinary mind.
I would love to meet someone, anyone who values friendship, someone doesn't follow the crowd, let alone the public opinion. Maybe someone who lives up to their promises and takes time off their busy schedual to hang out, who won't flake out on the plans we made. People who aren't afraid to be themselves, and find the joy in little things, or crack lame jokes routinely. Lately I've been noticing people take friendship for granted. The bonds formed are just faded reminders of what used to be something treasured dearly, a good portion of your life spent getting to know somebody who was once a stranger. And some how that stranger managed to make an impact on your life. supposedly giving us a hand of reassurence, someone to trust, being there as the days fly by, filling up the blank pages in a book of your life story. Plastering old memories that will never be forgotten... just memories. No matter how close you've grown to them and how it seemed that you were ment to be friends forever, all the promises that were made, plans that we all dreamt about to one day grow up togeather and stand the test of time, side by side. Its kind of depressing to see all of that turned out to be a meaningless nothing. Im tired of trying to revive my friendships and put everything I have on the table for them. Soon I'll grasp the concept that there are people who don't care and unfortunatley, I got to know some people like that. For now I suppose I can fake a smile here and there knowing who will be there in the end for me as I was for them. Im 2 steps ahead of you in this game. Nobodys fooling anybody.
I liked this blog. I was dissappointed that it ended on a cynical but probabaly realistic note.
Really good friends are treasured things. We usually only run across a few of them in a lifetime.
Unfortunately, it is not always obvious who the best friends are. The same friend that might dissappoint on little stuff like blowing you off on a Saturday night might be the one who is giving you the shirt off their back in a time of dire need. The friend who is always there to shoot the bull or have a good time might not be there when things get unpleasant. True friendship manifests itself in curious and different ways. It is not always easy to recognize.