Remix of Taylor Swift "teardrops on my guitar", my poem version

k-i-v-a-christ's picture

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see (all my pain)
that I want and I need (his love and)
everything that we should be (our old love)

I'll bet he's great (his new love)
That guy he talks about
And he's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny (remembering our times of goofing off)
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me (because he is what i want to see)

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right (as if i wasn't what he wanted)
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night (in my dreams)

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly (not a care in the world)
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

He better hold him tight
Give him all his attention
Look in those beautiful eyes (to hold him in his heart)
And know he's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

I don't get it, i thought i would have been over this person by now but than all the hurt comes back when i hear this song, all the wrong i did, why does it still haunt me, is the healing i received and still hunger for not enough? why can't i move on, why can't i find somebody else? i pray to God to give me my Man Of God so that way i can forget my past and look to my future. i want to feel pure but this stain still haunts me, i want to be free but can't let go, why won't God cleanse this guilt? why won't God let me forget my pain? why won't God give me someone to love me and his heart so that way i can just forget it all?
why did my boyfriend have to be Bi-sexual when we were together and shut me out when i wanted to be with him again hiding behind the excuse that he is gay?! i still love him soo much

ambmae's picture

sorry, but it's Taylor Swift who sings Teardrops, not Carrie Underwood.

k-i-v-a-christ's picture

well don't i fell like a genius, thank you very much, now i can correct it lol.

ambmae's picture

It happens; by the way, sorry my only comment was on the author of the song. I just read your post and it's so tragic! I had a roommate once who; two years after the fact was still completely obsessed with her first boyfriend - who was now married and expecting his first child. She was destroying her life by not making the choice to move on, and the longer she brooded, the harder it got. I know it's hard, really really hard to love someone who doesn't love you back. I wish you all the luck in the world and pray you will have the strength to continue your life. I bet you can!

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