Your words spoken, hypocrisizes the air we breathe
Accusations toward me hammer wounds of guilt,
But such false accusations are stimulated by fear of heart break
Although selfishly you fear of hurt
You blindly perpetrate that which you fear and assail
Whether intentional or coincidental
It feels useless to assert Honesty or Hope
Useless to say that I'm not like the rest!
Useless to offer my loyalty and trust!
Useless to defend my name from your insinuations!
I'd give the world just to know you care
To have an idea of my place in your eyes
Aspiring to give all I have to offer,
But if none reside in my favor
At least I know it's time to start anew
Not to continue in this hopeless spiral of hypocritical lunacy that unleashes deception and misery
Why quit now? Why suppress sensation?
Though you may not feel the same as I
The intensity, real or not, is intoxicating
This illusion of trust makes a puppet of balance
Where the weight will fall, is impossible to interpret
(I understand that the word hypocrite isn't used in this way, but I like it like this. It's just the way I wanted to express it. So forgive me if there are any people that I my offend by my poor excuse for grammar. haha) (hypocrisizes)
