My best friends father, stepmother and littler brother were murdered on June 22, 1978. 6 others were killed in one night 3 weeks later at the same hands. She gets really depressed every June. She has been seeming to be ready to learn more about it all. So my job is to collect everything I can on the event, from all the sources, papers, courts, blogs, family of Murderer, and try to put in some sense of order and just make her a packet she can read or not read at some point in her life in the future. She seemed very happy I offered to do this. She never really even has to read it, but it will be there if she wants to.
Anyway, I have only been working on this for one day and I am so blown away. I met her when I was 15 and she 16. One year after the event. Anyway, In one day i have not even been able to scratch the service on the articles and trial and 17 years worth of appeals before the bastard was executed. My head is just spinning! It Was so brutally senseless. No details here.
I wont let her know how much this is going to take out of me, she needs this, her family does not communicate at all. No one actually knows the absolute true facts of what went down, Only one of the perpetrators words. My heart is broken for her, I have always known what happened. But It is so devastating to read all the years of information.
Why are some human beings souless? Are they not human, is the brain wired wrong. I am intelligent enough to know things can be wrong with the human brain, but in some instances, I believe some beings are born without a soul! Most people I have known, that were mentally challenged or ( retarted) were the sweetest souls on earth. I have known a few, my sister was born challenged. Sweetest Spirit ever.
I am getting more confused in my beliefs as I go through this process.
Tomorrow will be a brighter day I hope- probably not for a few more weeks.



Human evolution isn’t a process which takes place in synchronicity, this for various reasons which are pretty hard to explain or better say “understand”, consciousness is not an overall reality yet!
It’s mostly the mind of a human which is responsible for inflicting trauma’s upon others.
The soul itself is not lost but oppressed and contained by the EGO controlling mind, when this occurs little can be done to reverse this situation.
Other than that, many amongst have just left the realm of animals, meaning, most people are just plain dumb and ignorant to begin with. It’s not their fault, the system we are meant to follow is responsible because those running it hardly ever address the very root of social problems and trauma’s which derive from them.
Instead they mostly address the problem itself while never address the root and source of it.
This link might provide you with some easy to understand answers in order to have a better clue of what is written above.
http://www.michaelteachings.com/soul_ages.html
So I was reading along on your blog and really feeling what you were saying and then I laughed, it really is funny except in this situation.
The soul itself is not lost but oppressed and contained by the EGO controlling mind, when this occurs little can be done to reverse this situation.
Other than that, many amongst have just left the realm of animals, meaning, most people are just plain dumb and ignorant to begin with.
I m not sure what you mean by left the realm of animals. Ripping a human apart literally and taking whatever you want and throwing the pieces left out in the ditch on the side of the road, sound like a damn animal to me? adults, children, anyone.
It’s not their fault, the system we are meant to follow is responsible because those running it hardly ever address the very root of social problems and trauma’s which derive from them.
ARe you serious. YOu know people have said this stuff since the beginning of time, we are all humans the system and all, we are all growing and learning all toghether, so lets just blame the "system" would that be fed, state, school, microsoft, microwave, stereo or my birth control system your speaking of? That some are souless animals, what about the rest of us, we seem to handle making it in this life ok. From all walks of life, with horrible backgrounds or not.
The very root of social problems-- things are getting better, how long have you been alive and have you seen change? I have-- I have seen change people would of never believed 50 years ago, I am 46 years old. You know Cavemen would not talk to others that had diff colored eyes. or those that had fire. We have come a long way Baby!! LOL
Are we really to blame for those that are really out there,. I am talking extreme, not pissed and I shot some one, or jeoulsy, I mean senseless looking for murder, you know.
No Ego could hold and contain the kind of evil I am speaking of, all though ego is evil it is not an evil of people with souls. Evil is Evil and that is true. But Evil to souless beings is nothing. No soul--No nothing
IN my humble opinion. I plan to read more more of the link you sent thanks.
One more thing, not to sound so right cause I am not
But is it not the family to teach the young to care about our world and the people around them. NOT the system, NOT they system, Too much system is why we are in this freaking mess. I digress.
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