Misplacing Identity; Trying to Find Me

So, I actually had a really great topic waiting to be written, but no access to a computer last night.
Today, I have forgotten that topic and will write about my identity, I have misplaced it, I am searching for it.

I have been feeling a lot like there are more than one person who share my body with me. The thing is that I often feel so unlike myself, I act like someone who I don't even know. Of course, this only happens once someone angers and upsets me a lot or if I have a migraine, all I do is cry.

Other than that, I have slight feeling that I might be OCD.

I do obsess over things, repeat things, say the same thing in a different way about a million times...well okay, a couple dozen times. I am obsessed with doing things my way or it is the highway. I do things in a certain order or I will feel like I am being suffocated. I do think that I am not using the word OCD lightly or in jest, but in all seriousness, I just can't take things in any other order. There are times when I can not sleep at night because I have not done enough or done it right.

What is right?

What is wrong?

Did I tell you, I confuse my left and right.

I have not really done my third person talking here, but I do talk in the third person...often when I am not feeling good.
When I use facebook, that's when I realized, sometimes I am very unusual and sometimes I am very normal. I need to learn about balances and even things.

Another reason why I hate odd numbers. I do a lot with numbers, they tell me about life.

Odd numbers suck, Even numbers are good :]

I have a disorder either that or I am just going through a very weird phase in my life.

I wish people would help me find my identity, find me, because I feel like I left some pieces, some marbles are lost.