I never wanted to be one of those girls that became a statistic. I never wanted to feel the fear of not knowing. Now im prochoice and I think if a girl wants to get an abortion then she should be allowed. To tell you the truth the waiting is the worst part. Not knowing if im going to need to think about abortion, or if im home free is eating me up inside. I think about it, and I know im young but I don't know if I could abort, give it up, or keep. I have this whole life ahead of me, I graduate in may and then its off to college,, and to be frank I don't need a kid nor do I want one. My theroy is "I don't need anything I can't bury in the back yard or flush down a toilet if it dies." I don't think im going to tell him either way and that kinda huts me too. Why would I worry him. Except a part of me wants him to worry so he knows what im going through. So he can feel the fear im faced with. Im scared to death and just need to know someone else out there knows what im going through. :[
baby maybe?
By chellbee - Posted on March 28th, 2009
chellbee, I know exactly what your going through, well I to am goin through something like that. I believe I might be pregnant but i hate the thought of getting an abortion expecially because I never thought that I would be in the situation of having to. My ex boyfriend has no clue nor do I want him to know I might end up going ahead and doin the abortion even though I know that its goin to hurt me. I agree with you I too am to young and have a whole life ahead of me, also I also plan on going to college right after I graduate. I also don't live a very rich life style we barley take care of ourself at my families house let alone be able to bring a baby to the thought of not having the necessary needs for a baby would just destroy me. I honestly feel that an abortion is necessary if you feel like your not ready mentally or even fiancilly as well.
please write back with any further feedback that might help you and me as well. I am happy that someone out there knows how I feel and Smeone I can talk to to help out and get additional help myself.
To be honest girl, the only thing im really doing right now is trying not to think about it a lot. There is no need in stressin something that might not even be. I know that if I find out I am pregnant I will tell him because he needs to know, that he made a big misteak too. I didn't fuck myself ya know? But girl if you need to talk you can add me on myspace www.myspace.com/chellbyrox
And my phone number is listed on there if you want to text me or something.
yup i dont want to tell him if it turns out i am because i dont think he would even care but yeareally understah no one else really understands where i am coming from with not sayin anything to the guy that also fuck up in gettin me prego if it turns out i am and i quote u sayin "i didnt fuck myself." because that is exactly true.