Well I know that i said i would try and keep up with the therapy sessions! but i forgot and then when i thought about it it was like oh shneckgoete thats my word for s**t ! lol cool right! its actually one of my high school friends last name! but its really funny! but back to my point i will just have to blog when i get the chance! i have this crazy new work schedule and its just so strange and i have to get used to it! but things aren't going to bad in my life! right now! LOL! one thing didnt go so well its actually still a mystery! i had a huge thing for this guy at my job and well someone (who i should hve never listened to) she told me that he knew! and then she said if a guy knows that you like him and he doesnt say anything then the feelings not mutual! is that true!?!?!? she really can't consider herself the expert on men! i mean she got one guy to like her who broke up with her like ten times and then got back with her 11 times lol, and now she thinks shes the Dr. Phil on men! wrong-o! but is that true! cuz if i hear from other guys then i think i can move on! its kinda hard to move on if i havent heard it from him! now that may make me seem like a complete dork or just plain pathetic but i really need to hear it from him dont you think!? and then again im a huge romantic so sometime im just a blind walking around thinking hes totally in love with me but he's just shy. LOL sad right!?!?! hes awesome though...and like i said already its hard to move on if i work with him. and sometimes im such a blind idiot that i take little things and make them into huge things its actually pretty funny! we were laughing about something and then i said, "you like to make me miserable dont you, you get up to come to work just to make me miserable dont you?" and then he said, "yep thats why i get up to come to work just to see you for an hour...." and then i said, " to torture me right?" and then he said, " yep exactly" you see i took that whole come to work just to see me too far. I thought the entire way home that he liked me and then i was like mmmmm! idk if i should take that or just think he was too busy to say it all at once!?!?! idk its so confusing! what shouyld i do? lol thanks for listening!
oh yeah i will try so hard to keep up with my therapy sessions on a regular basis maybe! i will try to keep it up at least once a week and if i can twice a week!
or so my sister tells me...she says I think that way
"He who awaits much can expect little."
- Gabriel Garcia Marquez, No One Writes to the Colonel
(me thinks...I will meet GM in another life)