Wow, there are 10 minutes left until the blogging for progress scholarship is over!
I feel anxious, but yet disappointed because I know that I most likely won't win any awards, but it doesn't mean that I won't try again next time!! Anyway, with all the procrastination I've been putting this contest through, let me summarize in a few short paragraphs what has been on my mind and i haven't been able to post:
i never mentioned to you guys that I cheerlead and I love it! So there's that... lol Yeah, my team might not have enough money to go to Las Vegas for Nationals this year because we lost our bid to worlds this weekend (we didn't compete). So I think we're going to video-write Oprah HAHA she's one of my heroes anyway : D
Cassady Jones passes away last week, she will be greatly missed. :' (
I'm graduating soon, but my parents are on my back all the time now - I feel like giving up when they tell me that they don't care about my dreams or goals and what's going on in my life. I can't talk to them about anything and that makes me feel so alone. part of me is saying I deserve it, but another part of myself is saying that no one deserves to be shut out from their family. I don't know... I'm a really bad kid I suppose. I thought I was a good person, but I was wrong again. It's my procrastination that's killing me actually, ironically. I wait until the last minute to do homework and papers, and to do housework, so no wonder they think I suck. Speaking of last minute, I better post this in the next two minutes!!!!
ANyway, it was great competing with you guys, have a wonderful next semester!!!
Later,
Krista
Why is it that you think your family is shutting you out? Is it possible that it was you who shut them out? Is it possible they are preparing themselves for you to abandon them like many children do for college?
I hope you can work this out with your family, just like I wish I could work things out with mine.
Love is like a box of chocolates; if you chose wisely you won’t be disappointed and have to spit it out. ~T