Moonlight Sonata

I don't know whether it's a coincidence or my mind does it subconsciously...but whenever I am writing a blog in here, I always have "Beethoven: 25 Greatest Works" playing at my computer. Not that I mind. This German guy is one of my favorite. I can like listen to him 24*7.But the hilarious thing is...like for example one of the blog that I have written earlier http://www.progressiveu.org/blog/50512-nobody-can-see-him ,it narrates the incident from the point of view of the victim. And it's all serious and kind of creepy. And when I was writing it, in the background goes on the music *bum bum bing chin cheen* which was funny in the sense that it added something like an underscore or climax to the environment that I was writing in. Nevertheless, it was motivating too. So I must say this blog is in a way a tribute to the musical and climax-y atmosphere created by one of the world's greatest composer. Might sound a stupid to you, but the music has helped me write better blogs. I don’t say I am genius at writing now, but if you read my first few blogs, trust me there is a VAST improvement.
About me? Iam 19, going on 20.Not quite innocent as a rose. Iam studying in a convent that at times can get to you, but I sill love it. I love my friends and surprising I have even started loving my subjects. Either there is something wrong with the college or I suffer from cerebral palsy! So what do you do when you are in a place full of million of girls? Simple, you read books like "Twilight" and fantasize that every guy stepping inside the school campus might actually be a vampire and that he will fall in love with you the moment you lock your eyes with him. So basically that all that meets the eye, when talking about me.
What Iam trying to do in here can be summed up in two points. First, Iam throwing light on the kind of atmosphere I live in. This is very important. Because the kind of atmosphere a writer lives in reflects on the kind of work he produces. This theory is not my own, but one of the most important theory when studying various political thinkers in Political Science. Second, though easily said than done. I am not sure what I'll be writing in this blog (any surprises?). It's just one of my personal experiments. I have read it somewhere that you need to "close you eyes and open your mind" and the things that you are trying to make people understand will form into words. Out of which I had to strike off the "close your eyes" thing, because how am I supposed to write when I can't see anything.
I ain't really a people's person. That means I generally don't get along with people that well, but they do, somehow. The reason? I don't know. Though I admit it is exceedingly flattering. I guess I can blame this all to my low concentration span that doesn't enable me remain hooked on to a person for quite long. Long story short. I ain't the kind of person that will maintain in touch or will get really attached to any living soul. But the person in question would be completely taken in by me. Don't get me wrong, I ain't the kind who would turn her back on someone else. Neither Iam some heartless-soul wrenching-depressed human being. I have fought people's battles. But I can't really settle down with them. I don’t mean this regarding boyfriend or girlfriend relationship. It even happens among my girlfriends. You know what I mean; I need to be on a lookout. It like that song's words from Pocahontas... "Just across the riverbed."
One thing for sure. Iam going to be horrified when I read all this that I have written now, tomorrow.I owe it all to the effect of “Bagatelle" that’s playing right now.